How fragile is life? It sometimes doesn't really get as you have imagined. I was seconds away from losing my daughter at the end of pregnancy. From that moment on, life was turned upside down. It took many years before the health care system understood what had actually happened to me. The journey of the past 14 years with an acquired brain injury and also defeated cancer is tough for a happy 3 child's mother. A genuine and open story about a journey with crisis, despair, sorrow, near death experiences, about life's challenges and how to slowly adapt to a new life as a human and a mother.