She was the golden child. Until she vanished from school… and from herself. Twelve-year-old Miya Lily had the perfect record: top grades, sweet-natured Miss Goody Two-Shoes. But what no one saw was the quiet collapse behind her eyes. When Major Depressive Disorder with underlying Asperger’s Syndrome and terrifying episodes take over, Miya’s world spirals: school refusal, mistaken possession, psychiatric ward, and an unforgettable suicide attempt. “I dream of an inclusive world; this book is part of that dream.” —Akif Basri, Clinical Psychologist “Read these words with openness; a reminder that while the journey is never simple, no one should ever have to walk it alone.” —Dr. Azida Mansor, Psychiatrist Keywords: Asperger's Syndrome, autism, mental illness, mental health awareness, Major Depressive Disorder, Anxious Distress, psychiatric ward, psychiatrist, psychologist, school dropout, family love, Malaysia, South Korea, international student, Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia, SPM, Straight As, scholarship, faith, Islamic book, self-discovery, self-love, coming-of-age story, memoir, real story, inspiration, life, hope, happy ending, catharsis